I'm Drowing

Right before I got ready to launch this web site I told Sandi that I was scared. She asked me to describe my fear. In a stream of consciousness I said, "I will be overwhelmed. I won't hold up. I won't keep up. I can't handle it." Basically she said, "You're right. You can't but He can."

I began thinking about how this is the way that I describe all of my fears and that made me think about water. I hate water. And anytime I'm stressd out I describe it by saying, "I'm drowning".

So when I'm drowning, I'm always trying to figure out how I can fix it. I see the piles of work, the lack of time and the limited resources and I begin to sufficate. I always forget to ask God to help. I look at my surroundings and not at Him even though He's right there. - Rhonda