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Willow Promise

I never thought I was going to love Texas (the star with the heart) but somehow God knit my heart to my church family there and I DO love it- or THEM, rather.
I was getting comfortable with my group of friends, developing rich community and sharing hearts and lives. Then God carried me from Texas to Maryland, where I have no community and no church family as of yet. (I am the giant question mark being carried along the winding road. God is the pair of hands.) I have felt alone and isolated from the people I love, and I often wonder why God has brought me out here when I had it so good back in Texas.

 
I have always loved weeping willows, and there are TWO of them in the backyard of our new home in Maryland. They command the view in the backyard. I can see them from every window of the house. I think God gave me those trees to be a constant reminder of His watchful care over my life. I may feel isolated from those I love in Texas. I may not feel like I am a part of a community. And I may not understand God's purposes in moving me to Maryland. But those two willows sway and wave with the gentlest of breezes to remind me that I am in the care of Someone who knows my heart intimately. He knows what I need even more than I do.
The song lyrics are from the Matt Redman song, "Blessed Be Your Name." The song has been coursing through my brain the entire 7 months I've been living out here. "You give and take away. You give and take away. My heart will choose to say, Lord, blessed be Your name." God gave me my festive throng of friends in Texas. Then He took me away from them. Then He gave me willow trees in my backyard... No matter if it's giving or taking, my heart needs to CHOOSE to bless the Lord for His sovereign control of my life.
- Erin
     
 
   
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